When my mother in law died I had to be strong for the whole family as they too were in denial. It was sudden and she had 6 boys that basically went crazy for about
a year afterwards.
I had to plan the funeral by myself,set up the flowers ect ect. I did not shed a tear at the funeral.
But we all met at her house a few days later to clean up and go through her things. And I lost it.
I don't think I stopped crying for about
I am telling you this because you are already mourning. And you are trying to be strong about
it. That is normal. You will end up crying and it will probably be like a river once it starts.
Your brain is just trying to protect you right now.
Chronic Depression, Panic Attacks,Anxiety Attacks,Anorexia
Meds I have taken throughout the years:Wellbutrin,Tranxene,Paxil,Prozac,Valium,
Currently taking none.www.healingwell.com/donatewww.myspace.com/ShynSassy315
"I am woman,hear me roar one day and cry the next!!!"