I have read your post and I agree with Shy, get out and find that doctor or present to an emergency room. You will find some help but please get out and look for it.
You have to advocate for you. Bless you and trust us on this.
Moderator Anxiety ~ Panic Disorders
*~* Not a mental health professional at all *~*
Dx: Anxiety/Panic, Depression
"If you doubt you can accomplish something, then you can’t accomplish it. You have to have confidence in your ability, and then be tough enough to follow through.”