Hello Blue Pixie,
Welcome and I am Kitt. I understand so well how you feel. I too push people away when I am feeling sad but then I feel so sad I don't know what to do. I am fortunate to have found many wonderful members here that know that Depression is the real thing.
Just because you have depression does not mean you have to lower your standards to have someone to be with. You are better than that. You are a wonderful caring person and your young, so hug yourself for me and know that you can find lots of support right here.
Please keep posting and let us help you.
Post Edited (slowlygoingcrazy) : 7/24/2007 8:07:21 PM (GMT-6)
Post Edited (bluestorm) : 8/2/2007 2:31:00 PM (GMT-6)