Post Edited By Moderator (ShynSassy) : 9/5/2007 3:56:29 PM (GMT-6)
I am so sorry that you are feeling so alone. I do understand that when we are at the bottom of a deep dark hole it is hard to believe that life will ever improve but please trust that it will. If you feel you need immediate help call 911, or present to the ER. Why worry about the money ? I think perhaps you really want to get better but you are just so depressed right now your not sure what to do?
Can you concentrate on you right now and let your wife's anger run itself out. You cannot get better for her but only for you. We are here to support you. Try the CPAP machine, you will be amazed how your energy level will increase when you really get a good nights sleep.
Crisis phone numbers for you............USA : 1-800-784-2433 or 1-800-273-8255
Im really sorry that things have gotten this bad. I am aware that money is a big factor for people in the US when seeking help. My advice would be to ring the crisis line that Kitt has given you. I have heard that they offer excellent advice and support to people.
Please dont give up, there is so much to live for.