I am so very sorry to hear about everything you have and are going through.
I am sorry you feel as if no one cares about you, but all of us here care about you. We are all here for you whenever you need us.
You have been through a lot. But, you are strong, you have continued to go on no matter how hard it has gotten. Life lessons make us stronger. They make us better people. It is very hard now, but in the end, you will get something out of it. Good things come to those who wait. You have been through alot and you deserve to get alot out of it. But, you have made it this far. Please don't give up yet.
I am sorry you feel as if the life lesson is that absolutely no one cares what happens, but I don't believe that is true. There are people out there who truly care about what happens to you, even if it doesn't seem like it.
You have made it this far, you have been strong enough to get to this point, you shouldn't give up. Keep pushing. Just keep going. Take you rlife in control and plow through all those people who have not cared about you. We care about you and you should care about yourself. Don't let them break you down. You don't need them. Hold your head up and take control. You can make it. You can get through this, and when you do, you will be a better and stronger person!
Remember: You can do anything you set your mind too! Take care...Tennis