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Post Edited By Moderator (djdaz_1985) : 10/1/2007 4:57:59 AM (GMT-6)
Hi there and welcome to HealingWell!
Feelings of guilt (Especially if they are left to 'brew' for a number of years) can manifest itself as depression later in life. The good news is that it is treatable if you see a doctor. It sounds like you would benifit from talking therapy and possibly some meds to help give you a boost so that you can get the most out of the therapy.
Im sorry that you feel the way that you do, but please share your pain with us so that we can help support you. We are all very close here and would welcome you into our 'family'. Always remember: "Its good to talk!" (Anyone from the UK who remembers the old BT advert is probably chuckling to themselves now!)