I usually post on the bp board, but I have been extremely depressed for several weeks now, and I just need to vent here today.
I have been off bipolar meds for over a year now, and today I am starting to go back on one (Lamictal). Things have just been getting out of control, especially with my depressive episodes.
I am struggling bigtime. I am barely able to stand being at school right now. I am exhausted. I can't function, or concentrate. Usually my moods are all over the place...So I don't stay too depressed for too long, but recently that hasn't been the case.
I am wanting to cope through this. But it's been a long time since the depression has "disabled" me so much. I feel like I can't do anything. I just don't know how to cope when it's this bad.
Anyway, I do have to get ready for school...If it wasn't necessary for me to go today, I would not be going. Thanks for reading.
Bipolar II, Anxiety/Panic Disorder
.5mg Clonazepam, 50mg Trazodone
--Currently not on meds for bp--