IDK21: your feelings are normal with a lot of people your age. You are going through a lot of hormal changes but there are people that care for you. You are not a loser, you are not a loner...That is just in your mind.
There are great rewards in life...You just have to give it time..We all have had your feelings over time but let me assure you....You HAGIN IN and a few years from now you will see that your thoughts now are very imature.
Keep us posted!!
Hi there IDK21 and Welcome to Healingwell,
I wanted to start by welcoming you into our 'family'. I hope that you find all the support and love that you need here.
I understand how you feel as I have (and still do) suffer from depression myself and also have experience of other people with depression. I can assure you, as Andrew has said, that the way you feel is not that uncommon. It does sound like depression is a distinct possibility here and I would recommend that you have a medical professional take a look and get thier opinion regarding treatment. One thing I do know is that alcohol is not the answer. Many people associate alcohol with the good feeling they get when they drink but often forget that alcohol (specifically ethanol) is a depressant drug. Alcohol makes depression worse.
Please seek professional help with this and please keep talking to us.
This is Kitt and I feel the messages and advice you have received here are right on. It is good sometimes to know we can see a therapist who will be the one person we can tell our feelings to without being judged.
Please consider finding a therapist just for you. It is not fun being depressed and sad so please keep posting and let us help you.