hi getting by, i,m feeling better with a little sunshine we have had. as soon as we had the time change it seemed like i started feeling worse, at least now i,m working part time now and that helps alot. all the holidays this year will be the first without my father and he passed away last year before christmas, makes it hard. i lost my mother in 1994 day before thanksgiving, life does go on. but then i had a job to go back to this time i didnt. i,m new at driving bus, driving not the bad part its trying to figure out where they go, you follow a map but you cant read the directions while driving bus with kids on, so you learn to depend on kids to tell you and most of them do if they want to get of the bus. the school distrist i sub for have all automatic and some newer ones i havent drove standard for years. i guess it the anticipasion of getting them all home in the right place when you do a new route for the first time alot of anxiety. i,m so out of shape that 15 minutes on the tread mill wears me out, let alone cross country sking you must be in good shape. i dont sleep very good at night toss and turn, dr gave me lunesta 2mg to try a while back but they kept me awake. that was that. thanks for listening and have a great day and evening.