Would it help you to get a factory job to start with whilst you looked for something else. I know that factory work is not the most exciting job in the world... I worked in a factory for 6 months making cardboard boxes (I go around telling people I was a corrugated fibreboard technician... it sounds better! ) I know that finding a job can be tough, especially when you are young and not being able to find things makes anxiety worse which is what makes me think taking factory work on a temp basis might be benificial.
What do you think?
thats what happened to me too. went from a more populus area to a very small out of the way bedroom town 45 minutes NW of Boston.
I'm going to have to just take any job at this point. My anxiety is just rising and I am nervous I will break again and end up back in the hospital. I'm not eating, barely sleeping, crying at the drop of a hat. Something has got to give.
I barely have anyone left. My oldest friends decided they couldn't handle me being depressed anymore, it wasn't like I was living at their houses or calling them 24/7. They just don't get it, neither do I sometimes. It breaks my heart to know they haven't said a word to me in nearly three months.
I must focus....JOB...JOB!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!