Hello, I am Kitt and I have gone through many losses of loved ones, the most painful was my 21 year old son. I know of your pain. You are not alone, we are here for you and I hope you will consider seeing a therapist to help you through. I did not for many years and then one day I had a complete melt down.
I am sure this wonderful woman would have wanted you to be alright. So please keep posting and talk to us about how you are.
With deepest sympathy
Hi there and Welcome to HealingWell,
I am so sorry that I was not able to respond earlier. I am very sorry for your loss. 35 is no age to die. As others have said, take one day at a time and dont try and rush yourself. Everyone grieves in a different way and thats perfectly OK. Please keep talking to us as you might find that it helps you work through this.
Thank you for coming forward and sharing your whole story. I know that takes a lot to do that kind of sharing. Hugs to you.
You have my prayers for Idanes and I know that she is looking down upon you and will watch over you. You will always have your own special angel.
Gentle Hugs to you. You are not alone, we are here for you.