I am about to turn 19 this year.. I am really worried that I have diabetes. I never anticipated that I might have it untill recently. There is 3 wound(seem like some sort of bite from insect or allergy) that I feel like its never going away for about more than 10 days(Its healed now, but still some black patches).
Now I am extremely worried that might have been I infected by it, I have never drink nor smoke my entire life, but I have a bit of eating disorder and haven't been physcically active . I am afraid to take the test, cause if my parents found out that I am infected by it, they will be devastated and I definitely don't want that. Both my dad and my elder brother is currently at their peak now. I don't want any of my problem to affect them.
Currently, I have excessive urination(clear), I cannot tell whether is it the weather which is really hot, causes me to drink a lot of water. But I don't wake up and urinate during the night(I heard that diabetes patient actually does)
I have no sign of numbness, and I really cannot tell whether I am having nausea or not due to the fear. I have been really scared recently, so scared that I cannot even think properly anymore.
I am really confused now, this sinking feeling that I am having this few day really makes me no different from a walking dead body.
I am 6 feet tall, 96 kg. No history of diabetes. Please, someone give me someone guidance...
Post Edited (Shinn) : 5/12/2009 10:15:11 PM (GMT-6)