I think that my cp's are always the same - same deja vu feeling, followed by the rising feeling out of my body, then I have a rapid feeling of time and space rushing past me, like things that are far away are suddenly very close and wizzing right past me. Things are blurry all around. When I get the feeling of the rising I am very afraid and usually grab hold of anything that I can so my "soul" won't get sucked right out the top of my head and float away! I always feel terrible fear when it happens.
Many famous people have supposedly had cp's - Vincent van Gogh, Lewis Carroll, Alfred Lord Tennyson, etc...some even claim Muhammad.
I am actually reading Dostoevsky's The Brothers Karamazov now. As an author, he was rather dark and wrote about the starkness of human existance. Cruelty of people.
I didn't know what synesthesia meant until someone mentioned it to me - the phenomenom to see sound in your mind. I listen to music and when I hear the notes I can feel the shapes of the notes in my mind. The music is shaped as colored balls - big for low notes, small for high notes. Depending on what notes, there are red, blue, gold, silver ones. The lowest notes are black. Babies crying are white sharp needles, kids screaming with tempertantrums red sharp needles....
There was an interesting story about the blind guy who climbed Mt. Everest, he used a special device on his tongue that stimulated different areas to correspond to an image on a camera, and therefore was able to "see" based on what his tongue could feel. Is that cool, or what!
complex partial seizures since 22
lamictal 200mg 2x/d
zonegran 150mg 3/d