Wow, sounds like you had a rough time. I agree with Kayakmom. You should talk with someone about the meds. If your doctor is on vacation, there is a doctor on call while your doctor is away. They should be able to help you if you are having a problem.
Don't hesitate to call the Doctor if you are having a problem!
complex partial seizures since 22
lamictal 200mg 2x/d
zonegran 150mg 3/d