There is nothing wrong in wanting control over your seizures... in fact I applaude the effort that you want to make, where some people just give up and then spend ages complaining. I was diagnosed in 2000 and have been on Carbamazipine since my first seizure. (I was lucky that they found the right med, first time!)
Everyone has a guardian angel. They help pick you up when you fall, comfort you through your times of need and help you appreciate the times when things are going well.
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