Thanks everyone for your replies. And thank you for your prayers, Austen. I suffer from OCD, and when my house is a mess, it drives me crazy. My husband does help, but not as much as I would like him to. He says he will do the dishes one day, and two days later, they still aren't done. He helps me out a lot with our baby. And I am really thankful for that.
Things are really hard. It's hard not to be tough on myself because I have low self-esteem. I always have. I feel like I need to be supermom, and I just can't. And it makes me really depressed. It bothers me that I just can't get even the simplest of tasks done without feel exhausted.
There are so many stressors in my life. I try not to focus on them because I know that more stress brings more pain. Sometimes, though, it all hits me at once, and I get really anxious, and I just want to get everything done. I want everything to just fall into place, and I know that it won't.
I really appreciate everyone's encouragement. It always helps to know that there are others out there to just listen.