In times like this we do tend to overthink things & worry more. It's kind of hard not to when you have just lost a loved one. Sherrine is right, your nurse isn't suppose to give you the results, so she was just letting you know that their were no surprises. In other words everything is fine and don't worry.
I hope you can try to relax and start feeling better. I know it is easy for us to say because we are not going through the tough times you are right now. Hopefully the sleeping pills will help and you are able to start healing.
Never regret something that made you smile!
Thanks everyone for your replies. It made me feel better. I think I need to slow down a bit and let the grieving take place. The family wanted the house decorated for Christmas, so I did that. Then I am having Thanksgiving for my husbands family (15 of them). Has been a tradition and no one wanted to change it around. Would of loved to have just gone out or to my husband's sister in law, but, nooooo...it has to be here. I am not even worrying about getting the house to sparkle. It is what it is. I took an Ambien last night, and it didnt help.So I dont think I want to take another pill if it isnt going to work.
I will eventually sleep. My brother would be upset with me if he knew I was feeling this way. So I keep telling myself to relax and let things flow.
Thanks again, you all made me relax.
Thanks Jeannie for the advice. Unfortunately, my paperwork does not have a place for patient copy. I searched high and low. I asked the girls in the lab if they would send me a copy and they said "no". That was not protocol for them and I would have to see the dr first. When I do go in to see the dr for the lab results, they are always very hesitant in giving me a copy, which I just found out is against the law now with the new HIPPA law. So, when I see the Dr on Dec 9 I will insist on a copy of my results. The tongue exercise sounds like a great idea. I have to wear a bite splint at night for my TMJ but am sure I can get the idea of relaxing my tongue. I was very happy last night when I slept for 5 hours. So sleep is coming, slowly but surely.