Sorry to hear about you and your mom and the e-mail you found. How sad. Especially right at the holidays. Can't change her Kelly. But I know it still hurts to read what you did. Ouch! I don't think much is going to change till your out on your own again. I know you tried to live with her but it is not working.
You have got MommaBird and alot of other mothers here that will adopt you or pretty much have already like Marlee said, "I" being one of them! You can't pick your family but you can pick your friends- and you have "alot of them right here."
Hope your feeling a little better today-