I am sorry what you are going through with your mom.You are a good daughter to look after her & I know it has to be hard. I went through the same thing with my dad. We first moved him into senior apartments in town. I felt the same way you did every day that I went over after work. We finally had to move him to our home because he was falling more & more. It was a very sad and hard time in our lives, but I don't regret any of it. I was glad I was with him till the end.
You need to stop worrying so much(easy to say, I know). As Karen said, take it one day at a time. At least you are spending time with your mom fighting or not! Things will happen as they should no matter what we do sometimes, so try to just enjoy the time you are spending with her now.
Now to get to my biggest stressor right now....I would have to say it is my health and disability. Things just keep getting worse and I am down to working one day a week. I am lucky that I set my own hours and can answer calls at home, otherwise I would have been fired by now. I know the day is coming soon that I will have to file. I am just stressed over the whole thing and it is all I think about every day besides my pain!
Never regret something that made you smile!
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