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TeNNiSd0C09
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   Posted 1/19/2009 4:28 PM (GMT -7)   
Sorry I've been gone so much. I am finally getting over whatever has been wrong with me. I can at least do things again rather than lie on the couch not moving... I went to the dentist today and she changed my appt. because I have been sick. Apparently, since I've been so sick with a viral infection thing, they can stir up bacteria in my gums and it can go to my bloodstream and make me even more sick! So, I elected to skip the dentist!

I have to read an entire book by tomorrow..and answer a bunch of questions. So, school has been stressing me out alot. I know this must be normal though... AP classes, college credits..Im doing good btw. Here is my report card:

AP Literature- 90
Calculus (duel enrollment so Im getting college credit as well)- 90 (everyone was very mad at me because no one understands the work...I have No idea how I got a 90, but Im okay with that!)
Library Aide-100
Coordinated Studies-99
German-90

So, I had all A's! It hasnt been easy and Im so overwhelmed and stressed! I have been working on scholarships and applying for college.. everyone knows I've been sick and they keep telling me to slow down and just take a break, but how can I in the midst of all of this!

So, anyways, Im rambling, Im sorry I havent been on much. I would like to be... I have been really busy with school, but dont worry, Im not going anywhere! I will be in and out until I get all this straightened out... or until I need someone to talk to about it because I can almost not handle it anymore!

Thanks for being here for me! I really appreciate it! I will do what I can to be here! Thanks for listening!
Lyrica and Paxil (both working quite well might I add!)
   "Cracks in the concrete are just reminders that you fall apart no matter how strong you are"
    "Sometimes it is best to forget what you feel and remember what you deserve"
    "Im going to smile like nothing is wrong, talk like everything is perfect, act like its all a dream, and pretend its not hurting me."


springfling
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   Posted 1/19/2009 4:52 PM (GMT -7)   

Great jog with school! You are battling alot with everything going on, so that says alot! I'm glad you are feeling better. Try not to let school stress you out so much. I know it is easy to get stressed with all  the homework and stuff, but seems like you are doing well.

 I hope things will get easier for you and try to relax and take a rest once in awhile. Your body needs that or you may go into a flare. Hope to hear from you soon. Don't stay away so long and remember to take some time for yourself!

Hugs!!  Margie


Never regret something that made you smile!

Fibromyalgia*Osteoarthritis Of Spine*Sleep Apnea*RLS * Depression*Chronic Fatigue*Allergy/Sinus*Menopause


colabear2890
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Date Joined Nov 2008
Total Posts : 103
   Posted 1/19/2009 5:26 PM (GMT -7)   
congrats on the grades. german sounds interesting to learn. how long have you been taking it?

what college do you want to go to? good luck with applications. i did them last year. not so much fun.

glad you're feeling better!!!!

-Aliza
"never regret something that made you smile"


Sherrine
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   Posted 1/19/2009 6:17 PM (GMT -7)   
I'm glad you are feeling better now.  I'd have skippend the dentist, too.  You don't need any other problems.
 
Congratulations on your grades!  That's wonderful.  All of your hard work is paying off big time.  I know you'll keep it up.  This will all help with that scholarship you are hoping to get.
 
You have a wonderful day tomorrow.
 
Sherrine
Forum Moderator/ Fibromyalgia
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Fibromyalgia, Crohn's Disease, Ostomy, Diabetes, Autoimmune Inner Ear Disease, Osteoporosis
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God does not give us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind.    2 Timothy 1:7


TeNNiSd0C09
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Date Joined Jul 2007
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   Posted 1/19/2009 7:19 PM (GMT -7)   
Thanks! Im reading right now, Im taking a break because I made it so far and promised myself a break if I got there! lol

I am stressing alot about school. Im having alot of homework and extra stuff. Im totally 500% stressing over scholarships. This particular one that I want would mean the world to me but the chances are very slim... I cant help but imagine what my life after high school can be, with or without scholarships. It means alot to me so... And Im trying to do it for my Grandma.. she would have wanted me to be all that I can be and go o school and make her proud. Its just hard to think about everything I've done in the past and how things are now and how things will be in the future.

However, I am very excited. I cant wait until I start college. I like the atmosphere and independence. I am a very independent person so I feel better about myself. But, the main thing is that I want to meet more people and try to branch out. I want to join clubs and do things to help at school and that sort of thing. I ultimately want things to be good for a change. I want to be happy with things and happy with my life so... its hard and stressful and overwhelming at times.. but I am holding together a little better than I used to! I suppose Im getting used to it!

I've been taking German since about the beginning of September. Im not very good though! I just get the work done and I really dont retain any of it! lol I want to go to the Univ. of North Alabama. Its located right in my hometown(where I have always lived!) So, my whole life and family are here and its perfect. Most people have to move away but I wont have too, yet! Until I wish to pursue something after I graduate there! But, I love it here so...

Well, my break time should be over! lol I am going to get this done tonight so I wont hate myself in the morning! Have a Good Day tomorrow Everyone! (btw, I plan on watching the inauguration, are you?! I'm very excited about it!)
Lyrica and Paxil (both working quite well might I add!)
   "Cracks in the concrete are just reminders that you fall apart no matter how strong you are"
    "Sometimes it is best to forget what you feel and remember what you deserve"
    "Im going to smile like nothing is wrong, talk like everything is perfect, act like its all a dream, and pretend its not hurting me."


Sue2z
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Date Joined Jul 2008
Total Posts : 368
   Posted 1/19/2009 9:57 PM (GMT -7)   
I think what you are doing is terrific and I hope the fibro doesnt ever get that bad as to ruin things for you , I could never take on all that , I have trouble forming a sentence even with talking... sue2z

Fibromyalgia, ulcerative colonitus, arthritus, bi-polar
norspan patch, valium, prothiedon, lyrica

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