Thanks! Im reading right now, Im taking a break because I made it so far and promised myself a break if I got there! lol
I am stressing alot about
school. Im having alot of homework and extra stuff. Im totally 500% stressing over scholarships. This particular one that I want would mean the world to me but the chances are very slim... I cant help but imagine what my life after high school can be, with or without scholarships. It means alot to me so... And Im trying to do it for my Grandma.. she would have wanted me to be all that I can be and go o school and make her proud. Its just hard to think about
everything I've done in the past and how things are now and how things will be in the future.
However, I am very excited. I cant wait until I start college. I like the atmosphere and independence. I am a very independent person so I feel better about
myself. But, the main thing is that I want to meet more people and try to branch out. I want to join clubs and do things to help at school and that sort of thing. I ultimately want things to be good for a change. I want to be happy with things and happy with my life so... its hard and stressful and overwhelming at times.. but I am holding together a little better than I used to! I suppose Im getting used to it!
I've been taking German since about
the beginning of September. Im not very good though! I just get the work done and I really dont retain any of it! lol I want to go to the Univ. of North Alabama. Its located right in my hometown(where I have always lived!) So, my whole life and family are here and its perfect. Most people have to move away but I wont have too, yet! Until I wish to pursue something after I graduate there! But, I love it here so...
Well, my break time should be over! lol I am going to get this done tonight so I wont hate myself in the morning! Have a Good Day tomorrow Everyone! (btw, I plan on watching the inauguration, are you?! I'm very excited about
Lyrica and Paxil (both working quite well might I add!)
"Cracks in the concrete are just reminders that you fall apart
no matter how strong you are"
"Sometimes it is best to forget what you feel and remember what you deserve"
"Im going to
smile like nothing is wrong, talk like everything is perfect, act like its all a dream, and pretend its not hurting me."