Oh danielle, it IS just as I feared. I will buy your book immediately and gladly pay the $79.95 in shipping and handling. Thankfully it is being sold on Amazon as I would not be able to walk through a bookstore with the beestings curling my toes under. I guess I could lay on a skate board and propel myself through the aisles...No...Amazon is best. Thank you so much and may others on this forum never experience makidjtidoopoidkifusds disease. It really smarts!