Welcome to the Forum!!! This is a great place to learn, share, vent, laugh and gain emotional support. First let me direct you to the 2nd thread on the Forum called Fibro 101. Please go there and read up, I'm sure you'll find some stuff there that might help you.
Its really hard to be going through what your dealing with right now. I hope you find some relief soon. I'm sorry you're having to deal with deciding if you'll need to head toward disability, its really hard to get and takes a long time.
I'm happy you've made the Nat'l Dean's List.. Wow, that's a great accomplishment!!! How much longer do you have to go to school before you're ready to grad?
Again.. Welcome to the Forum.. this is really a great site, with lots of folks that really care.