I knew my husband was pretty much all about
himself. I just wanted some support, caring, understanding or maybe, god forbid, to feel loved. Any one of the prior mentioned would have helped. He can provide none of them. He is apparently mad because it isn't about
him. I was just diagnosed a couple of months ago but have been trying to figure out the pain and fatigue for a couple of years. He knows I have fibro and it causes pain and fatigue. That's all he wants or needs to know I guess. Jerk. I am having a heck of a time at work because of the fibro fog. I made a mistake last week - nothing major really but my supervisor totally blew it out of proportion and had me crying from the first twenty minutes I walked in the door until about
an hour after lunch. Needless to say my weekend was shot with aches and pains from the stress. Work is putting a ton of stress on me - they are also mad about
missed work for doctor appointments - I think they are now going to pick on EVERY LITTLE THING that I do to try to get me to quit. I go to the pain clinic tomorrow - I may see about
taking short term disability - I am eligible for 56 weeks thru work - I need a break from everything. Hopefully they can put me on medication that will help with aches, stress and maybe when I start feeling slightly better I can start slowly exercising. I know that is supposed to help. Oh, husband is also mad because I might take some time off work. I still will get 70% of my pay so it's not about
the money - once again - it's about
him. Sorry there is so much info jammed into this but I am at work and I need to vent. I FEEL LIKE I AM LOSING IT TODAY! My chest is starting to hurt again also - that went away for a month or so - must be stress that is making this worse again. Shocking!!!