After the doctor messed up some very important hormone tests (we're struggling to concieve for nearly 2 years) that led to a major melt down last night on my part i feel like i need to change doctors AGAIN.
He also told me, fibro is just aches and pains.....''it's not like you have cancer'
I could just scream, if i change doctors again am i going to look like some kind of nut job just looking for strong pain killers. The pain in my neck and shoulder have been getting sso bad i was wondering about lidnocane patches.
My life is not my own anymore.
I also was shot down for suggesting a link between my high cholesterol and lack of reproductive hormones.
I had hormone tabs to boost my ovulation for 6 months and they drove the fibro wild.
Oh god, i'm worn out and so is my husband. Not to mention,
the last thing on my mind(and very painful)
is the most important thing i need to be doing to get the elusive positive pregnancy test i'm desparate for.
If you know what i mean....Ladies
Where do i go from here, i just want to accept that maybe i'm not meant to have kids and stop using drugs to help us. Not only are they not working but they're tearing us apart. Also, many i'm not destined to have kids as i may not be able to care for one.
Now, if i could just shut myself up....
I'm sad, happy, disillusioned and annoyed.........but i'm feeling bettter than yesterday
BikeBoo, biking with my boo since 1999
Of all the things i've lost, i miss my mind the most! But it has its advantages!
Fibro, spinal arthritis and all that goes with it.