thanks for the replys. Yeah, i'm getting to grips with it all, but thanks to all the great talk here.
By medics, i meant professionals, doctors etc, and after a very tearful chat with the husband we decided not to waste anymore money on fertility related doctor trips either. We've been trying to concieve nearly two years. My husband is more upset than i am but he tris to hide it.
I'm going to go it alone and stay away from them all now. I'm going to the doc in the morn to get a script for real painkillers and leaving it at that. With decent pain meds i'ii be able to exercise again, loose the bit of weight i put on and generally get healthier.
Thanks again, boo