We sure are trying our very best, but sometimes people catch us off guard. For example; just now, I was de-stressing from a hectic day at the flea market, trying to earn money for the necessary extras in life, like dog food.
Anyway, the flea market was relatively productive, I actually got away with my shirt still on, and came home. I ran the dogs, they'd been cooped up all day. I have a routine. Once dogs are walked I put on my jammies, make some warm milk, take a med if I need it, pop a samosa in the over to slow heat, check my email. Now, to put things in perspective, I have been setting up fpr and tearing down tables of my precious finds, since 7PM, Friday. Go, go, go, since. I am due for a collapse.
So anyway, along came the "kinda" maintenance guy for these houses. He had given me 7 or 8 pair of (mostly) nasty shoes, 2 months back. To sell. For him. I explained I don't sell for other people, but he speaks a foreign language, and the communication was difficult, and I ended up just kinda nodding my head to get away as I had to get going. He said "sell what you can, keep some if you want." These were bug ugly, nasty shoes. So I handed him $5 bucks on the spot, and went about my business. Well, here it is 2 months later, I am just gearing down from 60 hours of buy and sell. I have lugged big crates of "stuff" up and down flights of stairs in the pouring rain; Hurricane Danny, and along comes this guy, demanding shoes or $5. for a so called collection of some 10 odd pair of shoes, that a bargain shop wouldn't touch. So I get dressed, run around, find about 5 pair, give them, him. He says "don't ---- with me! Huh? I don't work for this person. Well, folks, I lost it. He caught me unawares, tired, frustration, did I mention tired. I blew my top. Not anything I wanted to do. It just came flying out of me, "how dare you show up here, unannounced, at suppertime, demanding things. I am tired. So off he goes muttering to himself, and I feel like a not nice person. But hey, c'mon guys, none of us are perfect, are we? Anyway, yesterday I asked my son 3 times for the missing samosas, which, buy the way, were sitting on the counter looking right at me. Well! Hopefully tomorrow will be a nice day.
Hypothyroidism, Fibromyalgia, Facet Joint Syndrome, High Blood Pressure, menopause, Migraines, Chest Pain, Anxiety and Depression/BiPolar II
Synthyroid .075mg., estradiol.5 mgs., Amyltriptilene, 100mgs, bedtime, Tylenol 3 PRN (six-eight, daily), Valium 7.5mgs. daily prn. Flexeril, prn (not so helpful), Zoloft,150mgs., Zomig approx. 12 per month, prn., Meds for High Blood Pressure, vary.