I haven't really been on much recently. I answer a few Koffee Klatch posts here and there, but I haven't really been on in a while. I can't remember what all I have talked about, so if I say something I have already said, just bear with me.
Recently, my FIL passed away. It has been really hard having him gone. He was a sweet man, and he was like a dad to me. When my DH and I first started seeing each other, my FIL accepted me as part of the family immediately. He was so happy that I made his oldest son happy. He sometimes called me his flower. I really miss him.
Not long after we buried him, our car dies. We need a new transmission for it. So now, my DH has to go to either Indy or Louisville to find a used tranny. It sucks. I have been stuck in the house way too much. And though I don't mind being home, there is a difference between being able to go out and choosing not to and wanting to go out but unable to. I feel like I am going a little stir crazy. I don't like the feeling of being trapped. I have never been able to handle it.
I gave my son a haircut the other day. It's a good thing I did, too, because he has developed a new habit of picking his nose and either eating it or rubbing it in his hair. LOL. I know it's pretty normal for a two year-old.
I am going to have my tubes tied. My doctor says that a few days before the surgery, he is going to take me off the Suboxone so that I can have real pain killers for a little while after the procedure. I thought this was really cool of him. I shared my concerns with him about being afraid of the pain after the surgery, and he told me what he planned on doing for me about it. I thought it was really sweet of him.
I have been feeling really discouraged recently. It seems like bad things happen to me one right after the other. I mean, first my FIL dies, and then my car dies. It all just sucks.
Well, there is the update on me. Feel free to comment if you want.
Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. Dr. Seuss