Tair: I can relate. But it is good that you have someone that understands when you are in a fog.
My b/f does too for the most part. He has been really trying to understand my heat waves which I believe are from Firbo but also from Menapusesing also.
I watch children and sometimes when I'm talking to a parent I forget things and kind of stutter. It is so embrassing. But they all seem to understand and are great.
The pain yeah that gets to me too. I make a joke out of it on some days, when my shines hurt like someone has kicked me, if Mitch is around I'll laugh and tell him that the old ghost just walked up and kicked me. Lately though because of the weather and I think I have arthis too it gets bad. Lately I have been having pain around the base of my neck and it will wake me up but then after a few minutes it goes away and there's pain somewhere else.
I hope you get to feeling better.