Yes, my dear Robin...you have been an inspiration to all of us. I think I keep my emotions bottled up to the point that it may be unhealthy as so many of our friends are still very active and still have no clue what I feel like. Over the 4th of July, my son and his family visited from out of town and one of the things on their itineray was to go down this half mile hill (straight down) to a secluded beach on Lake Ontario. It literally was 100 degrees out. My DIL took pictures of us all and posted them on facebook. I am grimacing and holding my hip in every picture and I actually cried when I looked at those photos. I asked her to take them off. I didn't say anything as we made this trek. Going back up that hill about killed me. I find it so hard to keep coming up with what I perceive as excuses for not being able to participate in the most simplistic endeavors. Yesterday, a bunch of 60 something friends played tennis then went swimming in this heat. I sent the hubby by himself.
Oh, I am rambling, but you get the picture.
Post Edited (TheChickenPrincess) : 7/18/2010 10:55:15 AM (GMT-6)