“Life is not the way it's supposed to be. It's the way it is. The way you cope with it is what makes the difference."
mischa, i,m not trying to tell you what to do, but since your the one giving up everything so you can take care of him, maybe he should give a little and let your son there and the dogs in the house that wouldnt be much to ask him for after all that is your house. i know he is very ill but sometimes they know what they are doing. you sound so tired and a lot angery sometimes you have to vent. i lost my father to liver disease in december of 06 and it was horrible and he didnt drink infact he loved to see my dog, i gave up two part time jobs just now catching up on bills. the little bit of money he left i had to used most of it because i wasnt working, thank god for my husband hes been taking the load i just got back to work 4 months ago. it would be nice for you to have some enjoyment to lake having the dogs in and your son tell him how important it is to you. god bless and good luck