Feels like stumbling through a maze with trapdoors

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arneeb
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   Posted 12/8/2009 11:54 PM (GMT -7)   
Feels like stumbling through a maze with trapdoors... and if I make the wrong choice... his life will be over... or if he makes the wrong choice.... and of course, being stubborn as he is...
 
He looks to me for answers... some I have and some I don't....
He looks to me for assurance... which I always give with a smile.. sometimes I feel it and sometimes going on faith alone...
He looks to me to guide him through the maze... sometimes I know the path... and many times I'm guessing and going on prayers
 
Sometimes I curl up beside him, shut the door, and make the world go away for those moments.... just holding on to him for dear life and praying for those moments to be here tomorrow.....
 
Can't imagine life without him.... what a cruel twist of fate to have found him so late in my life after so many horrible abusive men... to find one so dear, so precious, and now to face losing him.... don't know how will do it...
 
Every kiss on the lips is as though the first.. and thrills me to my toes... every sound from his voice touches my heart.... how fortunate we are to have this rare magical love.... a forever love... so long in the finding... what a priviledge it is to love him and to be loved by him...
God has blessed us so...
 

hep93
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   Posted 12/9/2009 3:41 PM (GMT -7)   

Beautifully stated, Cindi.

Hugs,

Connie


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arneeb
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   Posted 12/9/2009 5:28 PM (GMT -7)   
Just have to write it somewhere....

arneeb
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   Posted 1/8/2011 8:21 AM (GMT -7)   
this is where I was December 2009
There is no pit so deep that He is not deeper still... Corrie Ten Boom

MrErythema
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   Posted 1/8/2011 12:51 PM (GMT -7)   
Sandi - where are you now?

I hope you are not still there - feeling sad in that frame of mind I mean. Not all of the time.

arneeb
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   Posted 1/8/2011 1:28 PM (GMT -7)   
Oh Mr E I reposted that to go with the other ones.... I'm fine today Mr E missing my Mr Mike... but surviving... and moving on... blessed to have known and blessed to carry him in my heart.. thank you for asking... and hope you at least see a friend or someone to talk to.. about all this.. Sandi
There is no pit so deep that He is not deeper still... Corrie Ten Boom

MrErythema
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   Posted 1/8/2011 1:35 PM (GMT -7)   
Thank god for that!
:)
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