I hope you were able to make your appointment today. Keeping up with dr. appointments and taking medications regularly are so important. It's all about routine; I can't live without routine. It seems to help me get through my days and weeks.
Your doctor will understand if you need to use the restroom. And I understand your not liking to use public ones; I don't like to do that either. But sometimes it is just necessary.
Keep us posted on how you are doing.
I have hope that things will get better for me they just have to I just have to decide that I want to live and not be isolated anymore.That is easier said then done I always say lol cause my symptoms are uncontrolable I feel I'm at the mercy of my body at times.I feel it's very complicated unless I'm making it complicated,cause I know I'm supposed to eat three square meals a day which I dont cause I do not have many breakfast foods to pick from that will agree with me.Second I get full easily so if I ate breakfast at eleven two hours later I would not be sure if I'd be hungry and I usually would have to leave my apartment for a dr's appointment or to go to my mothers.I'd be afraid what I'd have to eat if I decided to have some protien with some steamed vegetables if that would settle and not upset my stomach.I would not to be able to be around people having just had something to eat without experiencing having gas or a bm or the dreaded D.The only foods that I eat is my dinner that helps with having more formed bms cause they contain veggies to help with that.That food can get boring,I cant tolerate deli meats or peanut butter so I dont have much choices for sandwiches only like a chicken sandwich which I would have to make myself.Snacks also not to many that I can have really so my foods choices are scares I dont know guys I'm just hopeing this letter I just faxed over to my gi doctor about how I'm unhappy with the care that I'm getting from him will help some.I hope he will take me seriously about my symptoms and help me out having test done for celiac again,or food intolerant test.Really the symptoms that bother me or excessive gas,frequent bms,and the dreaded d,oh the urgency.I also need to take care of my mental health need to get back to therapy keep taking my anti-depressents without skiping a night,and get on a anti-anxiety med,and try to get myself to a church and open up more to people about my conditon without feeling embarrassed.
My goal is to get my symptoms undercontrol before I turn thirty cause I do not want to go through my thirties alone and isolated.Really I want to be able to sit on my ass for awhile without feeling the every minute of need to let something out lol.I know I'll laugh more again smile more and be the outgoing person that I should be.I just need to take care of my mind first so it can get along with my body it's going to be a process but I know I can do it.God this not bring me through all that he brought me through to be alone!!!! So thanks guys I keep you all in my prayers as I do always and you do the same for me sending you all my love take care. xoxoxo
Post Edited (Marsky) : 8/31/2009 3:25:53 PM (GMT-6)
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