Hey everyone I know it's been awhile I was actually away was admitted in the hospital again for my depression and anxiety brought on by my IBS.It was an experience I needed to go through I actually got better and have made some progress concerning my IBS.I have faith and my prayers are surely being answered thank you for yours also!!!! I'm on new medications and my out look on my life is great and very hopeful and I know things are going to get even better.i've been able to eat foods I feared and stoped eating while I was in the hospital my appettie was increased and I was eating three square meals a day and as often as I like.Is'nt this great news I'm even putting on a little bit of weight my mojo is back I'm happier then I've been in years.I know with all my heart my father God is going to heal me from this he is soooo able!!!!!
Life is so beautiful I was letting a disorder rule my life I thought i was the only one on this planet living with this when that was not true at all.I even was able to fart in front of people lol new friends I was able to open up to tell about my living with IBS.My fear was being rejected by people for this illness I was living with and they did not they liked me for me and my IBS did not draw them away from me!!! I need the find that strength that's within me to get me through the days,cause I'm able to live a full and happy life with great friends and new friends.In even made a plans to go out to eat with one of my closests friends.Small baby steps and small goals that I am setting to getting back out there and enjoying life again!!!! I've missed you guys but other then that I've been good today was a kind of bad day concerning my IBS but it did not bother me so much like it used to.I'm on a anti-anxiety to help me with the panic attacks I get when I'm going through a bad time with my IBS.LOL my IBS but it wont be mine any longer I'll be healed as long as I'm believing in my father God!!! he's able to heal me and I'll be set free from this awful disorder!!!
I hope you all been staying strong and your good thoughts and prayers surely came my way and helped me get through the hard times.I'm so thankful to my doctors who fought for my well being and thankful for the new people and friends I was able to make.I'm back but will only be posting good things on my progress and yes that final post where I'll be healed from this thing finally!!! Take care everyone and know that God is good!!! and loves you and knows what you are going through and will never give to much that you can not bare!!! This to shall pass!!!! all my love hugs and kisses all around God bless!!!!