Hi everyone!!!! I hope you all are doing well,myself I'm doing great but could be greater lol I thank God like I've said that I'm able to eat what I want again.Eating foods I was scared to eat without having diahrrea right after,I'm even putting on a few pounds which I am so happy for.The weight though is mostly going to my stomach and butt lol got to start doing situps lol.By wanting things to get better I want to figure out a way of eating something like after having luch or dinner to be able to feel comfortable to go out somewhere.The urgency situation too is still a problem when I feel the urge to go move my bms I gots to go!!! lol.Along with that is flatulence that I cant control it's like the stool is making it's way out of me and along the way I get gas.I hate this feeling with a passion yes gas is a normal thing but com an!! lol seriously.These are the reasons I isolate myself and I get anxiety I hate that I have no control over what my body is doing.I want to get back out there!!!! live my life but I know I need to set small goals but I'm ready also to start doing things I have not done in years like go to see a movie,ride public transportation instead of walking every where.Being able to go somewhere and sit on my butt without having the sudden urge to move more of my bms.
I'm staying strong and praying as always I'm tired of staying at home a lot I want to be able to interact wtih others with no fear of my symptoms.I hate that my body only feels like letting out what bms it feels like letting out lol.Can I not just sit on the toilet and let out what needs to come out to be ok for the rest of the day.To be able to enjoy the day with no worry of having to move more of my bms.I just want to have my morning bms and be done with it till I get back home not while I'm out running errands or enjoying someone's company lol.I have faith things are going to get even better like I've also said this will not be ruled by IBS in my thirties my thirties are going to be off the chain by me doing great fun things.I'm tired of being alone and scared over what my body does something natural that everyone does lol.I got to look on the bright side I'm enjoying eating what I desire to eat again!!!!,having ice cream again with no problems,brownies mmm yum!!!!,cupcakes mmm yum lol,and eggs and pancakes,french toast I savor those foods everytime I have them lol.I'm still on my IBS diet of foods I need to have no diharrea!!!! thank the Lord!!!!.I'm able to stuff myself till I feel full without feeling that cramping urge of diharrea about to happen.
Anyways I hope some of you are feeling better and staying strong wishing you as always the best stomach and digestive health.Keep me in your prayers and I will do the same for you have a nice day take care and God bless!!!!