Hey everyone just coming through to check in with you all hope you all are well,myself still staying strong.Well these past two months were life changing for me I had to go through what I went through to get to where I'm at right now.Even though at times it was scary for me I know the whole time God had things in control.I've made progress in my stomach and digestive health meaning I'm able to eat without fear of food could you believe I used to be scared to eat anything for days! The reason because of always getting diharrea after finishing eating something also while I was eating something having my stomach do all kinds of whirls and spins while food was being put in it made trying to enjoy food difficult.The two times while I was in the hospitals the doctors were in contact with my GI doctor when I thought he wasn't doing a dam thing to help me he was!
They were able to talk to him and tell him the severity of my symptoms how life changing they were for me meaning no social life,fearful of people and new surroundings,and fearing to eat anything.I've already said I thank God for making me have the smarts enough to look up the side effects of that dam medication Amitiza to see it was causing me to not digest foods that I eat properly basicly giving me the runs for all these years.That was supposed to happen at the right time so that the progress I'm making could happen.That's all I was praying for to be able to eat what I desire and enjoy it without having diharrea afterwards.He answered my prayers,I had to be admitted in the hospital those two times to get the help I really needed for my stomach and digestive system.Also help for my mind concerning my anxiety and depression.The only thing that bothers me concerning my IBS the urgency before a bm and the gas aka flatulence before a bm just coming out as I picture my stool making it's way down my colon to come out.Oh and the two to three or more times to move my bms for the day to go out if I need to be somewhere.I dont uderstand why they just dont all come out in one sitting lol.It is what it is I just pray that will improve the not feeling like you've evacuated enough of your bms.
Besides my IBS I'm in the process of looking for a new apartment I've grown out my current apartment to many bad memories I just feel a negative energy in that place.My spirit does not feel right when I'm there and I'm ready for a brand new spanking place a new fresh start!! Been searching for apartments to go look at but I'm also leaving that in God's hands been sticking and going to my therapy appointments.Got a lot of things to get back to working out,looking forward to the New Year feel like it's going to be a year of more amazing breakthroughs.I cant wait for Thanksgiving first Thanksgiving that I'll be able to eat at the table without taking my plate to a room by myself eating alone.I'll have a lot to be thankful for this Thanksgiving going to stuff my face lol.
God is good!!!!!,I love him with all my heart I know he loves me and wants me well just had to have faith!!!! So guys I wish you the same progress I've been having and want you all well I pray always for everyone on here.Your prayers will be answered just have faith and fight for your stomach and digestive health!!!! getting it back to somwhat normal.I will let you know how my apartment search is coming please keep me in your prayers that I will be bless with just a beautiful amazing place.Sending all my love wishing you good stomach and digestive health hugs and kisses to everyone.xoxoxoxo