Just this morning I have been giving myself positive thoughts about the foods that I eat. I am gluten and dairy intolerant and in the last several days I have completely abandoned what my body needs and can handle. It just seems like as I am munching on something terrible for me, but delicious I can't seem to remember all the pain and discomfort that will quickly follow. Then I spend hours or days berating myself.
I know exactly where you are coming from and I can only sympathize with what you are going through.
Presently on: 600 mg. Remicade every 5 weeks
Venofer infusion every 5 weeks
B12 every 5 weeks
12 Asacol daily
Zofran as needed
Dealing with Colitis since 2003, Gastro-Paresis, Reflux, IBS and Gluten and Dairy Intolerance
"Food is in my dreams and in my nightmares!"