Feeling terrible tonight; extremely nauseous, really awful headache, weak. Usually have extremely severe constipation but today, actually a few hours ago, a small BM, very mushy (sorry, don't have another way to describe it). Ate dinner (veggie omelette, hash browns, water.) Really needed to eat. Maybe I ate too much? Ate slowly. Then just sitting watching TV for a while. Smelled something bad, then nothing. While later, noticed smell again. Went to the bathroom, sure enough, had had an accident sometime earlier. More mushy bm. No idea when it happened. Upset and sad. Anyone else have this problem ever? An accident & you didn't even know it happened? What the hell? I hate this. It's no where near the first time for this. Yes, GI doc knows about the problem. We're trying to find answers/treatment.
Well, I'm feeling really bad, physically and mentally.
Sorry for bothering you.