I've been very moody....not like me at all

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sunshinesyl
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   Posted 8/21/2008 1:54 PM (GMT -7)   
I hate when I get like this, like last night, my son cooked chicken in the oven at around 11pm, I came out from BR and kind of like yelled at him for cooking late in evening.
 
Also this morning, I got up at 4:30am to make HB lunch (I actually love to wake early cause I barely get any sleep anyway's), poor HB got his water for coffee and then I said "You want coffee?" he hardly drinks it in mornings but I felt so moody, I said kind of in a mean way...
We got into a little arguement this morning over the coffee and my attitude....it was kind of funny, towards the end of it we started laughing, afterwards we were fine.
 
The thing is that as I was being mean and moody, I barely get any sleep, maybe this is why I felt like that. 
This morning my son, asked if I was ok, he said he just wanted to make sure his step-dad had something good for lunch, since he had finished the last of the bread
I felt so bad. 
I guess I'm also stressing because my SSD hearing is coming up and I'm so nervous.
 
Thanks for letting me rant.....(have brain fog right now, not sure if thats the right word to use).
 
Syl


Ginny
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   Posted 8/21/2008 2:01 PM (GMT -7)   
Oh Syl,
 
You're too hard on yourself.  we all have those days, moments, of moody aggression. I had an episode a few days ago with my hubby too.  I apologized about an hour later and we ended up laughing about it too!  At least we relationships that are healthy enough to have a good laugh about our outbursts!  That's something very positive to take out of this!
 
I find that when I'm on too much prednisone, the aggressive, moody, mean outbursts happen more often.  I hate it.  It's not me!!!  I'm a happy, loving person.  But sometimes our meds, or the disease or like you mentioned, a lack of sleep, will trigger it. 
 
You'll be okay. 
 
Sending you hugs,
Ginny
I can do anything through Jesus Christ who strengthens me. I have learned in whatever state I am in,to be content. Phillipians 4:11-13

34 years old. Diagnosed with lupus in 2000. Fibromyalgia, anti-phospholipid syndrome(APS)(stroke),Sjogren's, Raynaud's, seizure disorder-(miraclulously disappeared!), Libman Sach's Endocarditis, vasculitis, sacroiliitis, arthritis (neck) . Prednisone, Imuran, Coumadin, Clobazam, Amitriptyline, didrocal, Cozaar, calcium, Cykolokapron, multi-vitamin, vitamin D, Magnesium, vitamin B6, Acidophilus


sunshinesyl
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   Posted 8/21/2008 2:17 PM (GMT -7)   
Ginny- Thanks, you made me feel better. The funny thing is I know I was being mean to them, I wanted to stop but didn't. Thank god HB is very positive person too. You know, he had his arm amuptaed in Jan 06', he's never complained about it, he goes on being the happy guy he normally is and here I am arguing about making coffee, it was so dumb. I'm going to pup my meds tommorrow, DR. prescribed ambien to help me sleep, hope it works.

Have a Blessed Day!!
Syl


puccini914
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   Posted 8/21/2008 2:55 PM (GMT -7)   
Syl, I soooo relate to your post and the previous one as well. I get shaky legs when I've been cleaning or working around the house. My hair is all over the house, my clothes, my kids. Sometimes I think I shed more then the dog. I'm wearing a much shorter hair style now in hopes that the thining will not be as obvious. It does grow back in, slowly and brittle, so I my hair is lots ofdifferent lengths. Mood swings, OH MY LORD, what can I say but ditto on that one too. I get snappy and have no patience which is tough with a 5 yr old and 1 yr old, both boys. Oh, and ditto on the brain fog as well. I have in my signature that I'm im dx limbo, but the more I read on this forum, the more I relate to and the more I know that it's Lupus. In the last month I have developed sun/heat sensitivity, got my first malar rash and have sores in my nose. That makes it 6 of 11 now, what a crazy disease. You never know what's going to pop up. Please excuse my ramble, a bit foggier then usual. Just wanted to say I can relate and my prayers are with you.

Jennifer

Diagnostic Limbo: Seeing Rheumy since November 07, Taking plaquenil, Cymbalta, Flexeril,Claritin, Zantac,Ambien, vitamin D, Darvocet.

 

 


Ginny
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   Posted 8/21/2008 3:17 PM (GMT -7)   
You know Syl,  the people in our lives are here for a reason.  Your hubby has a positive attitude despite his major trauma and loss.  You are also a positive and happy person.  You two feed off each other. When you have a mini melt down like you did, what happened?  You both ended up laughing about it.  I love it!  That is one of the healthiest comments I've heard in a long time.  You're doing great, and you are human after all!  We all have our "drop the bomb" moments. Just keep the positive outcome in your head Syl.  Focus on how funny it was after it happened.  Go give those men of yours a big old hug!!  Keep on keepin' on, girl!!
 
Ginny
I can do anything through Jesus Christ who strengthens me. I have learned in whatever state I am in,to be content. Phillipians 4:11-13

34 years old. Diagnosed with lupus in 2000. Fibromyalgia, anti-phospholipid syndrome(APS)(stroke),Sjogren's, Raynaud's, seizure disorder-(miraclulously disappeared!), Libman Sach's Endocarditis, vasculitis, sacroiliitis, arthritis (neck) . Prednisone, Imuran, Coumadin, Clobazam, Amitriptyline, didrocal, Cozaar, calcium, Cykolokapron, multi-vitamin, vitamin D, Magnesium, vitamin B6, Acidophilus


sunshinesyl
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   Posted 8/21/2008 9:25 PM (GMT -7)   
ginny, you are so right. Today, when HB came home from work, he apologized for what he said, I just told him you are so lucky I don't remember due to my brain fog today......oh, yes I gave him a big hug today, and my son I told him I was sorry and he bought us pizza tonight No cooking tonight, woohoo!!
 
Jenifer, thanks for responding too, yes I was snappy earlier in the day, I'm not normally like that.
My teenage son and daughter will sometimes say-Mom, r u ok?  I hate that feeling, somedays my son will laugh and say calm down and start laughing and then he makes me laugh too, which then makes me angrier cause he's laughing at me, then I get over it.
 
I can't believe I've been typing this for about 5min, so many mispeled words, I've been going back to correct, I use to be a good spellee, aaagh..


Syl

Post Edited (sunshinesyl) : 8/21/2008 10:35:00 PM (GMT-6)

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