I want to yell at the top of my lungs I QUIT! I'M DONE! I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE! Why can't I quit? When is enough enough?
I feel as though I have all the responsibility on me...and I can't keep on keepin on! Sure, I'm full of quotes and sayings that keep me going. I'm usually quite motivated to never quit. Why can't I quit? Even if only for a little while. I want to quit dealing with lawyers and SSA. I want to quit taking pills. I want to quit wondering how the bills will be paid. I want to quit wondering if there is anything else I can do, any other dr to see.
I know this is just a tough day. I'm emotional, I'm in alot of pain which is just about to drive me litterally insaine, I'm stressed, my hair is falling out again, my face is numb again.....
I know...just go to bed! I can't lay down and sleep when I hurt this bad and my mind is racing, reminding me that the pain is real.
Oh and lets not forget that I forget EVERYTHING!
Any insight on how to get through one more night without going crazy?
Thanks for listening!
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