21 years old...Systemic Lupus 11/07, lupus nephritis 01/09, raynoids 03/08, Carpal Tunnel 03/09
Voltaren, Ultram, Prednisone, Cell-Cept, Imuran, Ambien,Furosemide, Flexeril, Darvocet, Iron pills, Calcium, Vitamin B12, Chantex, Aspirin 81 mg, Vitamin C
I am incrediablly pissed off at this disease....Everything was going just great until 2009 rolled around. Since then I have been going down hill so fast. Yeah...I have ONE good day about once every other week. I don't understand why this has to happen to anyone. But is it just me or does it seem to be hitting everyone at the same time? On Wednesday I go to give blood and get other tests run to see if the medications that I think are slowly killing me are helping fix my Kidneys. Then on the 17th I have an apt with my rhuemy and my renal doctor to find out about the test. I guess either way it is a loose loose situation. If its working...I stay on the meds that seem to be ruining my life...if it is not working I get to go to injections of cytoxan which most of ya'll probably know those side effects. So...yeah sorry about the vent but I really needed to. I have been holding so much in because I don't want to burden my family and let them know how crappy I am really doing. I don't want them to worry about me anymore than they do.
Thanks for listening!
21 years old...Systemic Lupus 11/07, lupus nephritis 01/09, raynoids 03/08, Carpal Tunnel 03/08