I posted some on your Opana thread over at Chronic Pain. I see your having a tough time. I wish I had some magic words for you that would make things better but I dont. I will say though that God has some sorta plan for us that we will never understand. Some folks I believe find out early in life and some may never find out. Some lead healthy productive lives and some of us dont. But we all are loved I believe by God and that he doea listen to our prayers its just that his will for us may not be what we want to hear. I have prayed my buns off to be free of back neck and nerve pain but it hasent happened and I too get real discouraged about it. But, we have to keep our thoughts on good things or the bad one will consume us to the end. Where ever you are, try to get out a little and meet some folks. I wish I had a friend that would come help me sometimes. I am married and my dear wife is becoming tired I think of my problems and lack of ability. I try to do as much of my own stuff as I can. I am starting to ramble but if you can perhaps try to contact those Grandkids or your children or an old friend or make some here. At 49 you have alot of experience to share. Its ok to feel down sometimes because we hurt and are broken. I hope we both find the solution or a path we havent traveled. open your windows and smell the grass!
I sincerly hope I havent offended, Creaky1
((((((((DES))))))))))), I'm sorry hun, I just a momentary jag of self pitty. I'm embarrassed I even said anything. I'm fine really I am. I am already on my way to being the goofy person I usually am. I have a lot to be thankful for. especially having friends that I can snivel to when I'm having a bad time. I'm just gonna blame my mood swings on my new medicine. That's my story and I'm sticking too it! LOL
love ya much
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