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Hi everyone, please forgive me for not responding to you all individually. I dont think I have the energy for that quite yet. It's 4:00 am. I have been doing alot of sleeping so my clock is off. I have my fingers crossed that today will be a turning point. My temp has been running about 101 but it was just a little over 100 last night. It's amazing how that 1 degree difference can make ya feel like you got hit by a truck. This almost feels like the first time I knew I had a flare. Muscle aches,fever,exhausted, chills. I've been having bloody noses too. I actually read something the other day about bloody noses occure when you are starting to flare. ????????. I have gotten alot of those though. I think mine are more from my 02. As long as I don't move around I do ok, but my lungs are so full of crap I can't walk from one room to another with out getting shakey. coughing up this green cottage green looking stuff. I'm drinking lots of water though. people from church have made me soup. My brother keeps coming over. He's on stand by if I need to go to the hospital. But I am already depressed. I really don't want to do that. I will go if I have too. When my breathing gets that bad it scares me enough to get me there. I have to watch out for CHF so I weigh myself couple times a day. I havn't really eating anything in 4 days and havn't lost a lb. but my fingers aren't swollen so I think i'm ok. I'll just force myself to drink more water today. The fever could be making me not pee as much. Well I guess I'll go back in the bedroom and smoke a pack of cigerettes LOL just kidding.
Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers. Hopfully I'll be back on in a couple of days.
love ya all