(((((((Diane,Des,Sharen,))))))))), give you all a big hug!
Diane I am doing better the last few days. Thanks for asking.
You know I really wouldn't wish this on anyone but just for a week I wish my loved ones could feel like it feels to live my life. I am actually dreading talking to my sil again. I know she's gonna say "well it's not like we never ask you to do anything with us". They just don't get it. Yes I get lonly here. Yes I like company but no not on the spur of the moment. Than I feel guilty because alot of the best things people do are on the spur of the moment. I can't expect them to change their life for me. I get these feelings like they say "it's ok" just to make me feel guilty. and it works.
Des I'm sorry about this weekend. I know exactly how you feel. Feeling guilty over something you have no control over stinks.
Sharen, I'm glad I made you smile. At least you didn't say you were laughing at me. LOL
Well it's going on 1 am here and I havn't slept yet. I'm trying to get off of sme of the heavy duty sleep meds. I am hoping that might help me not to be so wiped out all the time. Like ya sharen you got to have faith.
I think that's why I love all you so much. I don't have to explain myself to you.
love you all
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LOL hey Patty, like you I can't sleep either! It's making me crazy and I didn't have that far to go as it was! I really hate nights like this. It's gonna be light out before I fall asleep.
Sheryl like the others said I hope your husband gets some help before he looses you completely. Addiction is a hard thing to kick.