Don't give up. If you read past posts you will see it is common for most people to go for years and have several doctors before they are given a diagnosis. Many others have been told they are depressed or nutty, but they knew they weren't and they kept searching til they got answers. Lupus is an ever-changing, unpredictable disease and is difficult to DX. Document all your symptoms and keep looking for the right physician. Eventually answers will fall into place and no, you are not nuts. Remember, you know your body better than anyone else and if it's telling you something is wrong then there probably is. Keep trying and in the meantime we are always here for you.