new sogn in town, you may have hread the sogn theres a tear in my beer. well i'm crying in my lyme tonight.
i am so down and out due to my neighbor. i wish there was something i could do to help her. she is such a sweet young lady to have to battle this like she is. i can not even thing what is going thro her mind.
and then i look at me. what i am going thro. i have no Dr. support at all really. and if i cant get treatment i can be like her sooner then i should be. and i some this up to Dr.s and the flipping CDC.
i go back to the ID in the morning and i am praying he will start the IV treatment. then azthomyacin 500mg he put me on didnt do anything for me at all. if anything i am getting worse. the neuro issues are now bothering me. i didnt have this 3 months ago.
3 months ago all i had was extrem pain for over 2 yrs. blow out my right knee almost 2 yrs ago. and was then placed on meds for the pain, 1 yr on celebrex now.
if it had not been for the lesion in my left eye. i wouldnt of had the MRI done. and i wouldnt of known about the brain lesion , witch led me to find out i have lyme. woohoo!! an answer that explanes everything i have suffered thro for so many yrs.
well i rejoyed a lil too soon. as the Dr. here do not belive in lyme. my PCP who ran the test only after i asked him to. told me he doesnt know or understand lyme. sent me to a ID. the ID told me to my face why holding my POSITIVE TEST!! there is no lyme in this part of Tx.
yes i am haven a pitty partty tonight so sorry if your still reading my post. i cant help it.
only you who have to live with lyme can come close to understanding where i am coming from.
belive it or not i evey so many of you. your able to get treatment. but in the same breath i wish you all cured. could thro you battles it may help me to get treatment. i just pray my own body can hold the lyme at bay long enough. and in my prayes i also hope my friend hangs in there long enough too.
it is so sad that people die from this when there is so much that can be done if the INS compy would stay out of it. that the fear away from Dr.s so they can treat us.
again so sorry it was long, and also for my ranting. i just cant stop the depression tonight.
still looking for answers.
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