i feel disconnected. like i don't have a care in the world right now. i feel as though i am don't fighting, and i know this is not me. i would never give up when i know i'm right.
but right now i feel as though the house could catch on fire, and i would just burn. cause i don't have enough drive in me to move. i do not like this feeling. and the icing on the cake is i feel depressed. as though i know i have lyme and the only Dr. i am able to go to doesn't give a flip. so i am doomed to lyme hell by my Dr. and a tick. the buggers just sucked the life right out of me.
i have read over all the post tonight. and i just cant bring my self to reply. its like i have no emotion in me right now. has anyone been through this and how long does it last? i don't like it one bit.
still looking for answers.