I had work today,and after i came home the kids wanted me to play in the yard.Needless to say i pushed them on the swings for a few minutes,and that was about it.I ended up only being able to watch.With every "come on mom,play with us,please", "Come on mom,we'll have fun,we waited for you all day!",i just wanted to cry.Im having good days and bad,but more bad.I miss ME!!! the ME before LYME!!!!
when is this going to end!!!!!
im sorry for all the b*tch!ng,but NO ONE ELSE gets it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so glad i found this site.....found others who understand.
im going to go pray to god this 3 day headache has an end,soon.
have a great day everyone.....and thank you for being here...it helps ALOT!