Why does life always have to be so hard for us? I had the best 3 weeks of the summer these past weeks (following a miscarriage, 2 horrible stomach flu's and a regular flu (I have a toddler
). But as we all know stress is a major trigger for this illness and today it came to a head. It's been a hard time for me with my fiance. Finding out he is not the person I thought he was after 7 years together. Well, I don't know what the future holds, but I know that I have a 2 year old, a brand new dream house - 1 year tomorrow - and now the weight of the world on my shoulders. Dealing with a migraine all week but I don't think it has hit me yet that my relationship is over and the stress of what is to come. I don't think it is going to be pretty and I suspect some time in court battles and a lot of money battles. The hardest part is knowing when to throw in the towel and move on. I just don't feel well now and I hate him for making me feel sick again after I've finally felt well this summer. It's been brutal with one thing after another.
I know we all have problems but somedays it just feels as if I can't take on anymore and of course my whole world is turned upside down.
I hope to make it through all of this without another relapse. I don't think I could handle that too right now.