Ever stop to think, and forget to start again???
I am so sorry!!! You are not in a good place right now. I am thinking about you. You deserve to feel good right now to celebrate getting your son through school. This is a big deal for you and for him. I am proud of both of you.
Take time to take care of yourself. Have that cry if you need it. We will be here to support you.
Hopefully you will get some answers soon. Take special care of yourself.
Love and prayers,
Wow!!! I would not wait a month. That is too long to feel this way or to let this go on. The usual rule of thumb is 2 weeks. So consider cutting your time in half. You do not need to go on feeling this bad. There are excellent meds out there that can help and maybe some psycho therapy along with it will have you feeling like your old self again. Sit that man down and tell him what you told us. You need to NOT make any major life changes right now. It is simply too stressful for someone in your shoes. Moving (especially out of state) is extremely stressful and throw on top of that all you are going through and you have a recipe for disaster.
Take special care and again, don't let this go on. You deserve to feel better real soon.