It is normal to feel scared before s/x...but try to stay positive,and trust that which ever way it goes..w/ a bag or w/out,GOD is in controll. I know that that can be hard to belive sometimes,we went through 11 years of tral and error w/ my daughter before we finally had tried everything,and had to go to a bag...but that gave my daughter a life,we are exactly 1 month since she got the bag,and she has never been happier!! Yes we have some bumps in the road,but life is so much better than it was !! Yes it would have been great if her other s/x had worked,but they didn,t ,and we looked forword to the bag,but you should try everything,before giving up !!Most people that have your problem,and have the s/x you are having it works...thats what the drs told us anyway. Try not to worry and think about "what if"...think of this as no matter what happends it is a step forword!!You will be in our prayers!!
Krista & Takera
Keep your chin up and keep a positive attitude going into the surgery and your recovery should go smoothly. Just give your body time to heal and readjust to it's new plumbing. I will be watching for your posts. Best of Luck to you.